stuck and struck

Maaaaaan. I don't know what's wrong with me, but I feel stuck. Like, I know what needs to get done but I can't get myself to do things...simple, mundane, everyday things;things like homework, or pay bills on time though there is money sitting in my account. I feel like I don't care anymore. I don't know why...I'm tired...I feel overwhelmed sometimes with the kids and school. I don't want to see a psychiatrist because I don't feel I'm sick. I need to talk to a neutral person who won't judge me...is that possible? As humans, I think we're hardwired to judge. I don't want a freakin pill to numb anything. Is this why people begin bad habits, like pill popping, drinking, and drugs? To numb your life? I don't wanna do that. I just wanna feel free of whatever it is that is dragging me down like a 1,000 pound anchor.