where did Mo go?

I know I've got a lot of things going on, but where did I go? Wherever I went, I'm coming back...I feel it. I've been through so much that I feel that I will never look at things the same again...my naivete is gone and has been replaced with cynicism and distrust...I don't like that. I've grown up waaaaay too much...so serious sometimes now. I don't like that either. I'm sitting in the Social and Behavioral Sciences building at school, waiting for class to start...I'm thinking...like Winnie the Pooh says, "Think, think, think." I'm sitting here, the quiet nerd in the back of the room because I've got some strange phobia of ppl sitting behind me...why? IDK. lol

I'm enjoying all 23 secret spices or what not of Diet Dr Pepper...yummmm lol I had to effing use my credit card to purchase it at the vending machine because I don't have anything lower than a twenty...dammit I knew I should have gathered all the change from the floor of my car!

Hopefully blogging the mullings from my brain will help me find ME again...